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[29 Mar 2004|03:00pm] |
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hey. today was a good day until i got to sixth hour. not much to say about it except that it sucked for a few reasons that i am not gonna get into. fuck. whatever. yeah well i have to go to an appointment soon so bye
getmeout
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| poem! |
[28 Mar 2004|08:31pm] |
hey i wanted to add another poem i wrote so here it is!
Hope is a small, four lettered word.
Hope is word that I’ve rarely heard.
Hope is a feeling that will always live inside.
Hope is the emotion that keeps me alive.
Hope is universal, it keeps us all strong.
Hope is wholesome, it does no wrong.
Hope is the best advice that anyone could ever hear.
Hope is never too far away, it is always near.
once again its one of the unfinished ones..lol
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[28 Mar 2004|08:21pm] |
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heyyy! i just finished doing a new layout! i really like it and i hope you do too. haha yeah so today was a good day. slept in until around 11:30, got up, took a shower, did my hair, went online, and then went to my dads for this family thing. it was fun because chelsey was there and my new baby cousin was too!! hes the cutest thing haha. i dont really have anything else to write about since sundays are usually pretty boring so thats all for tonight...except i took a few surveys
( SurVeys )
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| just got home... |
[27 Mar 2004|06:35pm] |
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yeah i definetly didnt get out of going to church..lol. it was hilarious. they had this like..little kids choir and oh man. where the hell did these kids come from? it was so funny! hahah but at least they tried right? ahh the cutest baby was in front of me @ church and lets just say thats the only thing that kept me from dozing off. she was so cute! haha so once i left church we went to starbucks (ohh so good!!) and then to farmer jacks to pick up a few things for dinner. ok well thats all that happend but i felt like doing a survey....
Three things that scare me:
1: dentures
2: stairs
3: being alone
Three people who make me laugh:
1: my friends..
2: movies..
3: uhmmm my dog?
Three Things I love:
1: Friends and family!
2: writing poems
3: laughing
Three Things I hate:
1: boring people
2: bad days
3: waking up early
Three things I don't understand:
1: guys
2: life (not always)
3: mean people!
Three things on my desk:
1: empty glasses
2: blank CD's
3: starbucks container
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: listening to music
2: typing
3: breathing
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: sky dive
2: make someone's dream come true
3: live somewhere tropical
Three things I can do:
1: make people laugh
2: be me
3: smile
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: friendly
2: sensitive
3: funny
Three things I can't do:
1: be perfect
2: change someone else
3: burp
mwahz
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[27 Mar 2004|03:55pm] |
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hayyyyy
alrighty..well so far my day has been very uneventful, as usual. lol ummm i didnt ever get around to updating last night so ill fill you guys on a few things. well we went to the airport, what an adventure that was. haha and then on the way home we stopped @ somerset, looked around in a few stores, and then ate dinner @ california pizza kitchen! boy do i love that place. mmmm the california club pizza is THE BEST. you should try it sometime. but anyways..after that we came home didnt do much. i watched agent cody banks and then came online for awhile. then i ended up in bed around 12. so i woke up this morning @ 10:30ish i think..showered, did my hair and stuff and then came down and ate my leftover pizza. yum! ahah then i came online for a little bit, and then went outside and played basketball. its not as warm as yesterday :( but i dont care, its better than like fucking 16 degrees like it has been. hmm so once i came in i decided to watch Ferris Buellers Day Off. haha good movie. it made me really tired, my theatre room is so cozy and the couch is so comfortable, but i managed stayed awake. :) and now im here. my mom said we have to go to church around 5..but hopefully i can get out of it. i really wanna go to starbucks or caribou, havent been in awhile. plus, i have giftcards at both places so its all good either way. not doiny anything tonight anymore... :( . oh well, lol when do i ever? yeah.. im gonna go do something else.. i donno what but im sure ill find something around here. haha bye..
mwahz
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[26 Mar 2004|10:06am] |
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hey everyone. (if theres anyone who even read this..lol)
i just woke up @ 9:30 so i came downstairs, ate a few PeAnUt BuTtEr cookies (that i made last night!!) and then decided to go onto the computer...so here i am. ok well today we have no school (obviously). i have to leave for the airport to go and pick up my stepdad around like..2:00 i think. yeah so after that we are coming home and then going out to eat. should be fun, but then again, how much fun can you have with your family? whatever haha. ok well thats all for now ill update more later...
another poem written by me..
I've been holding back for so long.
I’d close and eyes and try to be strong,
but the pain builds up, more inside.
Within this poem, I will confide.
Too many times you've let me down.
So many times you said you'd see me around,
but now I can see it was all a lie.
Never again will this heart give you another try
I loved you so much, too much sometimes
all the tears spill out within this rhyme
the reality is revealed and the truth is bared
and I can see now that you never truly cared
It once was you that I longed for
and yet all this hate, makes me want you more.
It's the forbidden love, everyone loves to hate
They all doubt, but I think its fate
I know this is not how I should really feel
but when I'm with you, I feel alive, I feel...so real.
It’s an incredible feeling, impossible to replace
But, this temporary high, is only awoken by the vision your face. <---not done yet
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| interesting day |
[25 Mar 2004|10:50pm] |
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hey darling.
hmm so today is thursday...no school tomorrow. oh yes. haha definetly sleeping in! ok so today was an okay day. it had its moments what can i say lol.
1st hour: didnt do anything eventful..had a few laughs with some people. lol.
2nd hour: we tested quesadillas and enchiladas for our lab on monday.. i love mexican food!
3rd hour: test..i think i did okay. not as hard as i expected considering that i never pay attention because i fucking hate science this year!
4th hour: watched a movie..so instead i drew. haha
lunch: same as usual...me and jaclyn were wondering around looking for someone to give us a ride from the basketball meeting that we ended up practically missing lol.
5th hour: did nothing..make up day and i didnt have anything to make up so i just relaxed.
6th hour: spanish. stupid. all she did was talk. SHUT UP.
yeah so then i went to the basketball meeting for like 2 minutes and then it was over and then i took jaclyn home and then i played basketball for like an hour since i can finally use my net since it was actually above freezing today..lol thats always a plus here in michigan. then me and my mom went out to eat at mr bees and then came home. then i had like this major sugar craving so i made peanut butter cookies and now i dont even want them lol. haha oh well.. ok well thats it! im out for tonight. mwahz!
xoxo
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[24 Mar 2004|05:37pm] |
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heyyy lover!
yeah im reallllly bored right now. i have notihng to do. i have pretty much no homework because of the mere fact that i had 4 tests today--it was craziness. oh well...i still have a science test tommorow...and then no school friday. hell yes. ok so today was pretttttty good..
1st hour: did scheduling..really boring as usual
2nd hour: cooking...hmm we had a test
3rd hour: reviewed because we couldnt go outside for our experiment because it was raining :(
4th hour: modern world history..hmm test
5th hour: yet another test in math
6th hour: the last test. what do ya know. haha yeah i hate my 6th hour. mrs tomasycki needs to go die.
well thats my dayyyy! yeah its exciting. anyways..a few days ago i discovered that i have a total of 55 finished or unifinished poems i have written. i really need to start finishing some of them..i wanna make like a little book and have them all in there. it will be awesome. just wait..hah.
ok well, today i will leave you with one of my few actually finished poems..not my fav, but yeah here goes nothing.
I’m missing you
And the way it once was
I hope your missing me too
But we will never be together because
Of who I am, and who you are
We are so close,
Yet at the same time, so far.
This distance is painful
It kills me more each day.
True love can wait,
Or so they say.
I’ve waited so long.
Too long to remember.
I’ve stayed so strong,
Ever since that last November.
xOxO
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| HeY! |
[23 Mar 2004|05:49pm] |
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heyyyy baby
welcome to my livejournal! haha isnt it just awesome?! yeah i thought so. it took me forever to figure out that whole overrides thing for the layouts. it sucked but now i am happy with how it looks. ok well today was definetly a good day! no idea why--it just was. haha only 2 more days till the weeks over, no school friday. definetly glad about that one lemme tell you. :) im really excited to just sleep in as pathetic as it sounds. haha but oh well. so i found out today that im staying with chels (my cousin) over spring break because my family is going to Texas to look at this college for my sister and i dont want to go, so im not. hah simple as that and trust me--being with chelsey is a much better party then going to texas with the fam. lol. yeah so im couting down the days for that to begin. ok well thats all for now...i might write later on. mwahz
XoXo
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